OK!!!! Acceptance is easier SAID than DONE!!!!
OK, I`m having such a hard time adjustin....
"For what?" u all say... after all, I haven`t enrolled yet in UiTM...
Adjusting to d fact that I`m not workin anymore, n therefore, I have to
make sure that my sleep time is normalized now.... No more sleepin at 4 am n wakin at 10 pm...
If not, I`m gonna get headaches in UiTM from too little sleep... Rite now I`m makin progress...
progress in d sense that I sleep at 2 am instead n wake at 7pm. 5 hours is enough rite??? wrong!!!!!! I`m energetic in d morning but by 5 pm, I`m already tired... Thats tired mind u, not sleepy.... There`s a difference.... Anyway, I`m playin disgaea 2 :Cursed memories now...
Plan to dye my hair black again b4 goin back to KL.... I`m sure my sis will freak out if she sees this colour... so bright that I almost thought that it was a Pan Asian staring back at me if i look at a mirror in a well lit room......near blonde colour alrite.... maybe I`ll take a picture as a memento..... Seriously doubt I`ll do this again.....
Ok, serious stuff done, guess its feelings explosion time....
I wonder what is it bout racism that people like to cling to???? Coz fo me personally, I find chinese to be really good friends... Granted that they may b a bit stuck up, but then, they`re rich, N I for one expect that from rich peeps, so I just ignore that n just chat em up anyway!!
N u`d be surprised at what a gold mine of info they are!!! I`m just thankful to my chinese friends in school... they introduced me to playin basketball for fun n without caring for scores, they included me in their study group!! I`ve sure would have failed or only passed chem without ca ho`s help... Thx DUDE!!!! He`s our chem wiz!!! I mite try to compete wit im in class, but when in doubt, he`s our turn-to-man. d guy wit d extra info on any metal or chemical... Like say, u want to turn black??? just swallow some Argentum nitrate... I tink... cant remember really.... provided u dont die first anyway... hehehe.. kidding, n dont any of u dare try it n blame me!!!! if u do that just show that u`re idiots that is easily gulled n therefore, can b fleeced for money in ur life.....
But anyway, like seriously.... Why do we make such a fuss when findings show that the malay hold on economy is weak.... i`m like thinkin, "hello!!! Chinese got a strong hold coz they work for it!!!!" n no, they don`t play dirty.... Dirty players dont last long.... Coz they`re just cunning.. not smart... Real players are cunning n smart.. Instead of playin dirty, they just play it honest n sharp.... sharp like being quick n ruthless.... And I see that Chinese will usually support other Chinese.... They have this comradeship that we malays seems to lack.. A chinese business will usually help another business that is chinese... whereas malays... aahh d malays.... mostly backstabbin each other.... use this bomoh.... that rumor.... A simple case= there`s 2 bakeries in town.. one chinese owned n d other malay... D chinese simply bakes it good!!!! nyum!! n can also accept customer suggestions.. I like my fairlady cake with lots of d vanilla flakes!! and they give..
n when d chinese one get mo customers, d malay one starts spreadin rumor that d chinese one uses pork as ingredients..... like hello!!! u sore loser...... d chinese is only Chinese "OWNED"!! d employers are malay!! like a malay will use pork rite?????
Why do we lack unity??? maybe coz d Malay people just cant admit that they prefer a relaxed life rather than d hectic but a profitable life that a chinese leads.... after all.... even a chinese noodle seller can send his son or daughter to a private college n be a doct!!!! can u peeps tink how much that costs???? a lot u know.....
I know that i prefer a relaxed life... n for this year, I`ve got enough of it to last me through a year.... maybe thats y i screwed up b4.... d subconcious demanding rest... after all, it was study study study in school, then immediately work, then back to uni.... no rest... no relax... no unwind...... maybe thats y.... lucky i saved a year by passing PTS...... And yes, to people who`s not in d know, I am younger than my dear....anyway... this experience is really valuable... a year to instropect.... to rethink.... n to people who know me n read this n decide to punish me later for having such opinions, i would suggest that u think a while n honestly decide.... think n put into account that i`ve been studyin for 1 n a half straight year.... then immediately workin, then to uni..... can u guys imagine urself in that situation???? if you guys can n can answer d question= "Will I snap like him???" with a NO, u have my congrats n my pity.... coz with a life like that.... U will have little social skills.... believe me..... I`ve been there.... Nando`s really improved my social skills.... thanks to Dee... n thanks to d English speakin customers... They really helped boosted my confidence....
Anyway.... That is all.... Feel so tired baring my feelings like this....
And please b mo considerate in comments... Its my opinion.... Its not necessarily true to u.. but it is to me.... If u tink otherwise, tell me in an honest n kind manner... I dont take well to insults..
Ok, Ciao... Comments y`all
"For what?" u all say... after all, I haven`t enrolled yet in UiTM...
Adjusting to d fact that I`m not workin anymore, n therefore, I have to
make sure that my sleep time is normalized now.... No more sleepin at 4 am n wakin at 10 pm...
If not, I`m gonna get headaches in UiTM from too little sleep... Rite now I`m makin progress...
progress in d sense that I sleep at 2 am instead n wake at 7pm. 5 hours is enough rite??? wrong!!!!!! I`m energetic in d morning but by 5 pm, I`m already tired... Thats tired mind u, not sleepy.... There`s a difference.... Anyway, I`m playin disgaea 2 :Cursed memories now...
Plan to dye my hair black again b4 goin back to KL.... I`m sure my sis will freak out if she sees this colour... so bright that I almost thought that it was a Pan Asian staring back at me if i look at a mirror in a well lit room......near blonde colour alrite.... maybe I`ll take a picture as a memento..... Seriously doubt I`ll do this again.....
Ok, serious stuff done, guess its feelings explosion time....
I wonder what is it bout racism that people like to cling to???? Coz fo me personally, I find chinese to be really good friends... Granted that they may b a bit stuck up, but then, they`re rich, N I for one expect that from rich peeps, so I just ignore that n just chat em up anyway!!
N u`d be surprised at what a gold mine of info they are!!! I`m just thankful to my chinese friends in school... they introduced me to playin basketball for fun n without caring for scores, they included me in their study group!! I`ve sure would have failed or only passed chem without ca ho`s help... Thx DUDE!!!! He`s our chem wiz!!! I mite try to compete wit im in class, but when in doubt, he`s our turn-to-man. d guy wit d extra info on any metal or chemical... Like say, u want to turn black??? just swallow some Argentum nitrate... I tink... cant remember really.... provided u dont die first anyway... hehehe.. kidding, n dont any of u dare try it n blame me!!!! if u do that just show that u`re idiots that is easily gulled n therefore, can b fleeced for money in ur life.....
But anyway, like seriously.... Why do we make such a fuss when findings show that the malay hold on economy is weak.... i`m like thinkin, "hello!!! Chinese got a strong hold coz they work for it!!!!" n no, they don`t play dirty.... Dirty players dont last long.... Coz they`re just cunning.. not smart... Real players are cunning n smart.. Instead of playin dirty, they just play it honest n sharp.... sharp like being quick n ruthless.... And I see that Chinese will usually support other Chinese.... They have this comradeship that we malays seems to lack.. A chinese business will usually help another business that is chinese... whereas malays... aahh d malays.... mostly backstabbin each other.... use this bomoh.... that rumor.... A simple case= there`s 2 bakeries in town.. one chinese owned n d other malay... D chinese simply bakes it good!!!! nyum!! n can also accept customer suggestions.. I like my fairlady cake with lots of d vanilla flakes!! and they give..
n when d chinese one get mo customers, d malay one starts spreadin rumor that d chinese one uses pork as ingredients..... like hello!!! u sore loser...... d chinese is only Chinese "OWNED"!! d employers are malay!! like a malay will use pork rite?????
Why do we lack unity??? maybe coz d Malay people just cant admit that they prefer a relaxed life rather than d hectic but a profitable life that a chinese leads.... after all.... even a chinese noodle seller can send his son or daughter to a private college n be a doct!!!! can u peeps tink how much that costs???? a lot u know.....
I know that i prefer a relaxed life... n for this year, I`ve got enough of it to last me through a year.... maybe thats y i screwed up b4.... d subconcious demanding rest... after all, it was study study study in school, then immediately work, then back to uni.... no rest... no relax... no unwind...... maybe thats y.... lucky i saved a year by passing PTS...... And yes, to people who`s not in d know, I am younger than my dear....anyway... this experience is really valuable... a year to instropect.... to rethink.... n to people who know me n read this n decide to punish me later for having such opinions, i would suggest that u think a while n honestly decide.... think n put into account that i`ve been studyin for 1 n a half straight year.... then immediately workin, then to uni..... can u guys imagine urself in that situation???? if you guys can n can answer d question= "Will I snap like him???" with a NO, u have my congrats n my pity.... coz with a life like that.... U will have little social skills.... believe me..... I`ve been there.... Nando`s really improved my social skills.... thanks to Dee... n thanks to d English speakin customers... They really helped boosted my confidence....
Anyway.... That is all.... Feel so tired baring my feelings like this....
And please b mo considerate in comments... Its my opinion.... Its not necessarily true to u.. but it is to me.... If u tink otherwise, tell me in an honest n kind manner... I dont take well to insults..
Ok, Ciao... Comments y`all
posted by L.A. at 5:57:00 PM
6 Comments:
Well written dude! I guess i do agree with you to a point on the whole racism thingy. But honestly, everyone plays dirty now n then no? So that goes fo d chinese jugak x ke? *shrugs*
N no i'm not gna snap at ya fo wastin a year. Lol. Everything happens fo a reason no? tee hee.
You are exactly like the Malay you describe in your blog. Congratulations.
hmmm?? looks like i have a hate mail.... oh well....
every writers got one sooner or later
and correction to u, I dare to admit that i prefer a relaxed life to a hectic one.... Maybe thats why I`m being shot at.... to dare admit what not many malays dare to admit.... granted that I wanted it at d wrong time, but still, at d rite time, it was not given to me... or rather it was taken from me... can u really blame me for me wanting some deserved relaxation??
well, majority's a majority. not all malays are negative not all chinese are rich, right? No one should really stereotype on the ways certain races are, no matter how obvious they may seem. Things may just get, ugly. u know..
I just wish that the society does something about this stereotypical claim.. it's not just u, i see it too.. i bet others do too..
i mean...something other than campaigns and speeches. that wont work. or will it?
it's the same case as dirty toilets in malaysia lah i think.
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