Life.... and..... Death...

Its a wonder......

Have u ever been characterized as a waste of space??
A waste of money??
A waste of attention??
A waste of investments??
A waste of birth??

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I have... And I wonder.... If I'm such a waste.. What is the purpose of my life????
What is the reason to continue it??
What is the reason to prolong it??
What is the way to end this waste??

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I have thought... I have contemplated.. I have meditated...
Should I end this waste??
Should I end this life??
Should I find a way to benefit??

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Lethal questions.... Lethal Thoughts.... Lethal Emotions....
What is the answer??
What is the results??
What is the repercussions??

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I wonder... For what am I born??
A sorry replacement??
A faulty legacy??
A false hope??

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I do not conform... I'm an outcast.. I'm different..
Should I roll over and die??
Should I force myself to change??
Should I follow others??

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In the end....
There is only.......



silence..........................





Silence enough to drive one mad....
Silence enough for one to loose it.....
Silence enough for one to find inner friends, regardless how bizarre, or dominating....



Have you ever thought of creating another you within you??
Have you ever thought of naming that another??
Have you ever wished that another can help??



That another.... May exists....
That another.... May help...
That another.... May just be you...

You might just be another....


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