Progress....

I wonder...

Some people mistake activity for progress....
Yet you can go around in circles and still go nowhere...
Or, you can just stay in place, and advance yourself in another method..
The mental n spirit method...
You change ur mental n spirit method...

I'm not claiming I found religion..
Lord no..
What I found is realization..
Of how ignorant I am..
Despite of this so called 'vast' pool of knowledge people say I have..
Knowledge is not Understanding..
Did I not mention that in my previous posts??

I'm trying to fulfill my responsibilities as a Moslem...
I'm fulfilling my responsibilities as a working adult..
And to be honest, I prefer working to studying full time....
Work.. We're allowed to make jokes at work.. We're allowed to interact at work..
The condition... Get ur bloody job done..
Not so with studying....
I'm tired of the fact that in studying, you can't have fun even when the job is done..
No.. Not so...

Ok, I see some of you shaking your heads...
Disagree??
I don't mind... Point of views differ..
Thats why they call it point of views..
Different points lor....
Heh.....

Besides..... 1 n a half year of studying....
24/7 study... If somebody wanna take credit for ruining my teenage experience....
Go ahead.... Like I bloody gonna name ya...
But then, I know you people will be stung... Regardless of names...
Coz I remember when I asked 'Why?' in past posts, u guys asked me...
Heh...
Too bad, that post was targeted generally....
Not my fault if you guys jumped and let the arrow hit you...

And now..
We have some events in the political industry..
I said industry coz most people in politics nowadays is looking for ways to fill their pockets..
Either directly or indirectly ie: relatives,friends....
I wonder...
4 years only after our old Tun Dr M retired, n we have this??

Haih....I'm looking for improvements..
In me..
In my country..
Yet,
I see instability in the horizon...

We'll see....
And I pray we won't all suffer in the future..
I already heard rumors of Malaysian economy's possible downturn....
Lets just hope it stays as a rumor n won't come true..
I wanna live in Malaysia..
Not another Indonesia..




The Fallen...
Signing off