Starting Over

I wonder.....

How have I got back to this spot??
By this I mean the loser spot..

The only thing different is the position..
Yet, the status is still the same..
I wonder..

Losing in love..
Losing in life..

God...

Such pain....

And to start all over again...

Yet...
I must...

For that is life...

Each pain.... Makes...
OR more precisely, FORCES us to grow......

Yet... I can't help wishing to stay not grown..

Ah..
Dreams..


The Fallen...
signing off...