A New Beginning

hmmm.... Today I'm at the library of Politeknik Sultan Idris Shah @ Poli Sabak Bernam.

Right now, my morning classes was cancelled due to d lecturer having a workshop or sumthin...
So went fo breakfast n a bit of loafing around...
After dat, decided to come to d library n register as members... and also use some internet...


Zzzzz....
The wi-fi service here is quite limited.. Therefore, I can't use it... Mine being a pc n all... Heavy man..... Lousy.... If I need an anti-virus update, god knows how I'm going to get it.... Zzzzzz.... My friends who have laptops can rest easy, but not me, oh no.... zzzzzz


Anyway, d first few days here are quite normal.... Relaxed even... But then, thats without the assignments.... Let those roll in and its a joy park ride I'll bet....

Hmmmm.... Sometimes I think about what a waste I've committed.... If not, likely right I'd be waiting for my final sem to finish n study.... Or even working already.... If not attending interviews....

But then, water under the bridge.... It's all passed.... I can no more regret that than I can regret that all d good people in d world died early...... What I can do is to move on... And catch up with others in my life....

That is the best recourse available to me now...
The best and ONLY recourse.... I have to do this... I must do this... I want to do this....
And I pray My efforts this time are a lot more than half baked...
May god help us all.................




Spirit of The Fallen,
Signing Off