YEEHA!!!!! IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!

Remember the girl I liked? WELLLLLL........ She`s accepted me as her`s at last. It all happened one night while we were talking on the phone for 5 hours straight. Thats the result of my patience. As I said, my love melted her heart. We went out for a movie. Though I do feel insecure since she never replied to my feelings face to face. She says she`s shy but when I declare my love in front of her, her face doesnt show any signs at all so its making me feel quite nervous and insecure. She prefers to reply using SMS(short messaging services) texts though 'they' lacks the required emotion to quell my fears. Only on our midnight talks do I feel confident of her love in me. But enough of that. As for my mom, she`s still sulking at me. Honestly, I hope she`ll see all that I did and changed in myself just for her. As for work, I`m doing my work with more pride. Well.....I`m a bit jealous sometimes coz my girl keeps talking about her past crushes. I don`t mind her talking about her family or friends but as for past crushes, I`m feeling insecure since they did stole her heart earlier than me so I feel pressured to do something to make me get on the same level as her crushes. She wants secrecy so I`ll follow her wishes of course. Now I`ll have to cultivate her mom`s trust to make sure no family pressure separates us. Ok..... Gotta go. Any comments? Spit them out! I Love to hear comments be they bad or good.

Hey.hey. Whazzup dudes & babes?

Hello,hello. This is my first blog so if any you have comments, do be kind enough to send them. I don`t give a bloody care if they`re negative or positive. If they`re negative, at least I can improve myself. That is our crux right? to better ourselves? Today will turn out to be my SENTENCE TO PERDITION or my CANONIZATION. Why? my SPM results are coming out today. 10A`s?? 8A`s?? NO A`s????? Might as well behead myself. At least its quick & painless( I think). As for the blog template, I purposely chose black because my prospects seemed black right now. My mother is sulking at me right now and a girl I liked rejected me before I even confessed properly. The pain in that is a lot more compared to rejection at confession. I heard I was not her type. No matter. I will wait. If water can dent stone and corrode metal over time, I`m sure my love for her will melt her heart. After all, love is the strongest thing in the world is it not? If not, I wish her well. As for her other suitors, If things work out between them, I wish them well. If she`s happy, I`m content. Note I didn`t say I`ll be happy since I find that hypocritical. If she doesn`t accept me I`ll be agrieved of course but life, like water, will not stay dammed at one place for long. It must flow. When she rejected me, my response was unique( I think). Instead of flying into rage or smoking into stupor, I drank 3 VENTI(largest) sized Starbucks Frappucino and brooded all night( nope I didn`t sleep). I`ve got enough on my head without reverting back to smoking, a habit I kicked only through sheer willpower and my love for my mom who hates smokers with a passion almost holy. I will bide my time of course. Right now, I`m courting her from ground up but slowly and more surely though my moves sometimes come across hurdles. The girl is my co-worker at my part-time job. But enough of that. I`m sure some of you are already nodding your head in sleepiness. Right now I`m nervous and wrecked with this feeling of helplessness. Ok..............
gotta move right now or else my sister will sulk too. I`m doing this at an Internet Cafe.......... Do comment. As for response, don`t worry, I value honesty above all else. The truth hurts after all....... As for the time, no I didn`t make any mistake. I did this blog at midnight.....