a day of usual....

well.. today I went and took a passport sized pic of myself..
Just fo d Poli application... anyway... no updates yet today.. lalalala




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Teaching....

Nowadays I spend my nights teaching... an un-official tuition if you will..
For my 2 cousins... I focus on maths, science, history and those three special science...
From my experience, I tend to get side-tracked by idle comments... But I can still teach the required stuf.. Can you believe while teaching physics about inertia and its relevance to bowling, I was suddenly chatting bout bowling techniques with my cousin... So If I was a real teacher, I'd be a student's favorite, but definitely not the parent's.... Heh.... Anyway, I believe I'm about to praise myself here,
so,

Its just.... I tend to present science in an interesting angle.. Come on seriously..... Who'd wanna know bout inertia or its effect... Who'd wanna know bout gravity????
Ok.. suppose i say to you, you know that the ocean tide rises at night?
You know that the ocean current is affected by what??
You know why the moon stays above us and doesn't just flew off into space??
Now you'd wanna know why... So lets say gravity is responsible... Do you realize that one small thing actually connects all the above questions???
Now, inertia.... You know bout seat belts, air bags.. why are they invented??? And how did the inventors know what factor to take into account... Yep... Inertia.. And momentum of course.. And lets not forget impulse too...

Of course, the real explanation is a lot more detailed.. And I did give the detailed explanation to my cousin...
Its just I'm thinking that that's too much detail to write down here...
Suffice to say I managed to pique her interest in physics.. Now I have to think what to say bout history or chem or even bio.... Hmmmm



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Talking to self.... And replying

I wonder... Do you guys have this habit? Of talking and replying to yourself I mean..
I do. I tend to ask questions out loud, and I tend to answer em myself.
And yes, I talk to myself a lot.. On that note, I also tend to conciously change the language in which my mind operate... Do you guys note that even in your mind you're not free of language??
You'd think that since we use images in our memory recognition we'd be thinking using images or emoticons or something...

Not so... At least not for me... And maybe thats what got me tripping when I speak.
I tend to switch language so much that its automatic now... So when I speak I tend to get off track since my mind switched language and my mouth can't keep up... Probably why I speak so fast too.... It has been noted that I speak quite fast... Probably a byproduct of my speed reading ability. Its logical, I read fast, so I speak fast... Which isn't all that great of an ability I tell you....
It tends to annoy people... And myself when people don't understand me....

Back to talking to self... I always try to split my self into partitions.. That is one side asks questions and the other answers.. Some of my friends have noticed me asking questions alone and answering them in a totally different tone.... is it bad??? I don't know... I'm not a shrink lor guys....


heh.....



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Sheer Hell

oh god... last weekend was a sheer hell of sickness..
Got infected by a clogged nose, exarcebated by the fact that it's not solid...
so I have a severe a case of bogey clogging my nose.... You guys can imagine just how much tissue that costs...
On top of that, I also had a sore throat.... So sore that at one point I coughed blood.... Evidently my throat bled.... zzzz
And then lets not forget d athma attack.... hoo wee.... thats right boys n girls, I had an athma attack.... Not serious enough for me to get an inhaler.... But serious enough for me to wheeze through the night....
Oh. and also the splitting head ache.... And I mean ache as in = Sakit....
Not pening.... Sakit.... As if someone's pounding inside my head wit a pickaxe trying to get out....


Hmmm.. I've got an admission into Politeknik.... Where... Secret.... hehehe....
Let us all hope that this time I can actually finish properly and get a diploma....
And yes, I've got an ambition and aim.... All to be achieved before the age of thirty I hope....
And definitely before thirty five.... Thats too far, even for me....
Btw, the ambition and aim was a new thing...
I can honestly say that before this I was a bit aimless in life..

A bit....
Why not be totally truthful and say I was aimless....

Ok.. Thats it for general info..

Next post, talking to self


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