Ahlan Wasahlan...

heh.... I'm learning arabic.....
Mainly coz mandarin class is full.... If not I wanted to take mandarin.....
Oh well.. At least my homies are taking it... Can learn from em.....
Anyway.... Its been a damn sickly week.... got mc from d doctor.... twice....
When its supposed to be damn hard to get and usually near death situations!!!!!
(ok, i'm exagerating... ) but still, its quite hard to get mc from d clinic.... N poof
I get 2..... just makes ya think of how bad my sickness was... Is actually since I'm still not well during this time...


Anyway...... Old classmates... New classmates..... Its hard to adjust at first.... (as usual)
but we get along.... And no, I'm not d class rep anymore, thank god.....
To see old faces as well as new faces...... I'm already PART 3!!!!
Gaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! I'M OLD!!!! I'M A SENIOR!!!!!!!!!
ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
Depressing.......

Anyway, as for my gloomyness, its still there.....
Oh well.... It'll work out.....
Somehow...
Someday...

New year....

Its a new year... new situation.... I'm in a dilemma here....
To get into a relationship??? Or to stay single for the duration of the year....
That will allow me to concentrate on me studies... However.... Being single would also deny my instincts... Heh... i know, i know... Some of ya would be saying
"That instincts of his is just animal instinct"..... All too true....
Which is the sad part......

Anyway.... nowadays... I've noticing somethin in meself.... A bit touch of seriousness there, a bit of solemness here.... I wonder why d heck am I turning into such a gloom......
I suspect one thing..... And that is the fact that my inner child (kitty to be exact) has been put to sleep.... I've put im into hibernation..... Y?? u ask??? simply coz I can't afford not to anymore....
That kitty has been costing me my humanity.... Time to start acting like a human again....

Wonder if he'll wake up again before its too late....

It feels weird.... Thats what it is... this feeling......

Anyway.... Class started yesterday... And today also had class.... Yes.. I know... On new year there's class.... Pathetic ain't it???
Anyway.... This sem.... Maybe its time the old me.... The NERD me....... The one that studied for a whole year for SPM..... To wake up.... And take over..... God knows I need that geek's diligence for studying.... Lets hope this sem works for the best....

I... Just hope.... My heart doesn't harden..........